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Concept Exhaustion


I believe it’s important for small business owners to be transparent about the way running a small business really is. Now, my businesses are VERY small; I believe they’re what are called micro businesses, since i’m the sole proprieter, operator, designer, dyer.. you get the point! The above photo is a pretty good representation of my designer brain today, so buckle up!

I’ve been pushing pretty hard on the design front for a little over a year now, having been designing off and on for about 3-4 years, and let me tell you, sometimes you just hit a roadblock. My current roadblock is having too many ideas to choose from design wise, and pretty much zero time to make them happen.  (Granted, many designers would take all the ideas as a blessing, as dry spells come too; then you’re waiting around for inspiration to hit!)

I have a notebook full of ideas, a spreadsheet of at least 18 designs i’m 100% sure I want to make a reality, and more i’m not sure whether I want to pursue or not. I know designs and projects can only be worked on one at a time, but I want to pursue them all while raising 3 small children (4.5 years, 2 years, and 10 weeks). Oh, and i’m also trying to keep up with an Indie dyeing business. And clean the house and feed the people who live in it.

See what I mean?

Today, for example, I think I knit about half a row of a 100 stitch project. So maybe 50 stitches today. Do you have any idea how long a fingering weight shawl would take at that speed? I’ll grant you, today involved food shopping, a business chat with other designers, and kids who wouldn’t nap, BUT, it’s easy to focus on what isn’t getting done. (Told you guys this was partially about processing!)

So, anyway, where do you go when you’ve got a spaghetti brain, a zillion ideas, and no way to make them a reality? That’s a good question, and i’ll let you know when (if!) I find the answer.

I imagine that design-wise my plan will be to pick the design that sings to me and work on it from start to finish. Just one. I’m the queen of a zillion WIPs (I literally have 30 entered in Ravelry, and i’m sure there’s a few lurkers that I haven’t entered (or that are from my pre-Rav days, which is frightening, since I got on it when it was in beta testing). So, for me, working on one project start to finish is a challenge, but possible.

For now, it’s 11:30 pm and i’m going to go to bed.